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Unfinished Rooms

by NOSEBORA

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1.
These words are no result Of any action I'd commit It's just my love for violent theories That with time I've chose to knit Into a dark and scratchy sweater Made with rage in every stitch And I will wear these clothes so proudly Causing everything to shift Into the darkest dreams of catastrophes And the victim on my list It's my personal discretion How much longer I should live But they drug me up and sit me down In my nothing left to give And after all is said and done I'll just agree to plead the fifth (I won't say a word) This is for all the years that I never smoked All the lies that I never told And it's for all the things that I never said Now swimming through my head Is this what you thought Not the life you've always dreamed about So where to go from here Towards the light at the other end of the sea Get up, Get out and don't look back We didn't get this far just to turn back I know it's courage that I lack But I'm running as fast as I can The waves are crashing on my head Like a bridge that all at once collapsed The death toll is the rapture of my pride But I'm done being scared and lost tonight This is for all the years that I never smoked All the lies that I never told And it's for all the things that I never said Now swimming through my head
2.
There's a man gun drawn with his eyes to the floor He's about to give up everything that he's worked for He lights up a cig to settle his nerves And with every breath the smoke represents every word That he never said He never could talk To God or himself So he just carried the thought Of what if he did Would that be a sin Or would that be something that God could forgive Would he forgive himself for everything else Is it that hard to live inside his own skin And we all live in doubt of what we can't figure out But if we knew we'd have nothing new to shout about And it's all going down On the wrong side of town Where the hospital Is nowhere to be found Call the ambulance To fill him with blood And we'll try our best To reverse what he's done There's a girl pen drawn on a loose leaf sheet She paints on her face everything that she needs And from what it seems behind the make-up she dreams Of a life she made up made of movies screens She stopped talking to God several months ago When the beatings from her drunken father started to show It was a secret she kept she never felt so alone Now she's out finding friends to take her home And with every day she wears a new tattoo Just a quick fix for her black and blues And she zippers up those big black boots In hopes that it will bring her any bit closer to the truth And it's all going down on the good side of town Where the quickest fix is nowhere to be found Call the ambulance to give her a lift After all she's done it's come down to this We are the ones who live with doubt Out throats too sore, too sore to shout The things we never said, we spill them out In violent red In violent red
3.
We all try to live in sync In time without consequences Like skin without the ink Pure, without all the markings Of life we live so bitter And so full of regret We can't help but consider A distant fragile end We were bred to call it life But have only grown to suffer Looking back from where I am It never really ends We're too petty to agree Our love was only letters I knew you better then Now we are only strangers And we ended it so bitter And so full of regret We couldn't help but consider A sure and shallow end We thought we had it made But only made each other suffer Looking back from where I am It should have ended years ago I made it all up years ago I made it up so you would learn to love me Allow me to explain I swear I'll make it short Allow me to explain I swear it's worth your while I fill these blank pages With lies and false statements Like crooks in their cages Just left there to rot I fill these small stairwells With stories and tall tails Like a train where the track fails All hope is gone Set up like a sonnet The line ends regardless But like a drop through a faucet It never seems to stop So if it's just how you planned it To the breath your life ended From the moment you saw him You knew we'd gone wrong
4.
Ghosts 03:44
I got what I deserved It's all that we can give And as far as I'm concerned We've given up our right to live Up until today it didn't exist What's ignored just goes away Without us knowing what we've missed And it's all down hill from here Take a good look and you'll see We will find out for ourselves What it is we've come to be The shackles will surely fall From our ankles finally freed We will look up to the clouds Just another vacancy I've come to terms with all the things that I said Just sit here quietly, let it hang over our heads Like ghosts still breathing, holds true like a stain It will haunt our minds until nothing remains I will tear these tangled veins out for everyone to see It will stain your favorite dress and it will never quite come clean This is the spilling of my guts, this is admittance of defeat I will wear these precious cuts like my heart out on my sleeve And I've come to terms with all the things that I said Just sit here quietly, let it hang over our heads Like ghosts still breathing, holds true like a stain It will haunt our minds until nothing remains
5.
I wrote you a note on the back of a postcard Jotted your address down, but it never found the box All we ever did was shatter our courage If I could take it all back, you know I would You know I would I hope you're tucked in tight And that he sang you off to sleep And the drugs will ease your tired mind And send you off into your dreams So get to crying because it suits you so well You've got a knack for lying, oh what stories you would tell So intricate, so desperate, you're lying through your teeth The words you spill they used to drink the blood you stole from me I could write for forty days of how you've littered up my dreams Strewn out gore of pleasant things, oh, what joy destruction brings And I'll watch the snowflakes fall out the corners of your eyes And the frost bite will find your appendages as I sift through guilt and lies How could you possibly believe that I could trust a single word you speak If the weight was just too much is it really me who's being week My hands keep the rope from around my throat but I can't keep it off my mind Just useless words and wasted time We've beat this bloody horse to pulp I hope you're tucked in tight And that he sang you off to sleep And the drugs will ease your tired mind And send you off into your dreams So get to crying because it suits you so well You've got a knack for lying, oh what stories you would tell So intricate, so desperate, you're lying through your teeth The words you spill they used to drink the blood you stole from me So go buy yourself some roses and a table for two Make up all your excuses for why I'm finished with you And your house will meet my matchbox as the gasoline extends To your door up from the front porch where the arsony begins
6.
Lying Lovers 05:34
The mountains look like lying lovers Silhouettes on powder blue The innocence of smiling faces Cause me now to think of you My place still warm from where I laid It never cooled because I was replaced You were what I though had meaning But I guess for you that was not the case My memories are of lying lovers One of which I can't forget Now I spend my time telling books from covers Wondering what the suffering meant My voice is not that of the choirs It's coarse and wrought with self punishment Because of which I'm hooked to wires A constant watch where I've been sent My place still warm from where I laid It never cooled because I was replaced You were what I though had meaning But I guess for you that was not the case We'll walk our ways We'll split our paths We'll sleep beneath The aftermath The city is gone But we remain We'll drown the past Forget our names
7.
I've conjured my demons I've drowned in the past I've picked at my cuts Just to make the anguish last It's all been for nothing I waste so much time Accusing the victims Of all of my crimes I fell into a darkened room And I have made my bed I used my words to break your skin But I'm the one who bled After all is said and done we will find out for ourselves What emerges from our mess I've tried my damnedest To leave you alone Sometimes I get carried Away with my phone I'll wake up embarrassed By what I have said The last couple drinks I got Went straight to my head I fell into a darkened room And I have made my bed I used my words to break your skin But I'm the one who bled After all is said and done we will find out for ourselves What emerges from our mess If your heart decides to stop I'll pump the blood with my hands And if your lungs refuse to breath Oh, I'll give you what air I can And if you could just forgive me of my sins Oh, I swear I'll leave you be I fell into a darkened room And I have made my bed I used my words to break your skin But I'm the one who bled And if you could just forgive me of my sins Oh, I swear I'll leave you be
8.
All is well as far as you can tell But I'll never tell the truth All the mistakes I've made in youth Haunt me now as ghosts of you Rest your eyes, little one Daybreak finds you so unaware Light spills in your room Like summer wraps the earth anew Winter's chill still got your bones Still got your bones I know you, you never trusted me I know I was far too trusting These childish dreams I cling onto Haunt me now as ghosts of you Rest your eyes, little one Daybreak finds you so unaware Light spills in your room Like summer wraps the earth anew Winter's chill still got your bones Still got your bones
9.
We'll clear our names before we go You'd be shocked to find out what we already know So there's no point to the sugar coats They're not offering warmth just the comfort in stories you've told Like something I just can't decide You will hang in my head till I make up my mind Like a voice in an unfinished room You reverberate slowly as my thought patterns bloom Like a symphony swelling the phrase Tears will pour from your eyes down the side of your face To a chorus of shivering sighs When you finally come down from that adventure behind your eyes I promise my intentions were clean But the ghost of the stairwell is haunting my dreams It just hangs like the smoke in the air Just think back to the moment, was it really me who was there All you wanted was to read from that book Who was I to deny you what could be your last look At the pages that gave you such strength While I'm left without comfort, as you withered away And I can not wait to understand what you meant When you said you'd leave the light on when you got where you're going So where are you now And does that offer still stand
10.
Walk with me We will own the symmetry of the oceans And all will see the intricacies of galaxies Endless starlight in shades of black We will show them that we are back And we mean business We follow signs and constellations Before our eyes the paths are changing And I'm happily lost, the view's amazing Whatever cost, I'd live to die here Among the stars and turning planets Like dancer's sway I feel the motion set in place Love's conversation through youthful eyes Ancient affection stands up to time for generations The spark of life, the moment we all were born The moment we all were born So close the blinds and we will wait our turn We will chase the sun till the horizon blurs And I will hold you like a lesson dearly learned After all I've seen, you're all I've observed
11.
Don't ever tell a soul It was compassion that we stole Wear it proud around our necks Like a precious stone in gold But the chain has turned to rope And the grip seems far too close For comfort and we know This place is not our home Anymore I will follow you till the world turns to dust And lines the pockets of our adolescent lust Shovel handfuls to the ones that we trust To never let us down Several years have passed And I know I'm getting older My bones will start to break And weight grow on my shoulders My blood is filled with drugs Meant to keep the courage flowing My time is gonna come Without me ever knowing The truth I will follow you till the world turns to dust And lines the pockets of our adolescent lust Shovel handfuls to the ones that we trust To never let us down Feel the shiver on the back of your neck It's something that you'll have to learn to forget Left from when your father passed away Your faith died that very same day I will follow you till the world turns to dust Until the buildings have all fallen to rust When the course of fate meets our demands We'll stop to wash the dirt from our hands I will follow you till the world turns to dust Until the buildings have all fallen to rust When the course of fate meets our demands We'll stop to wash the dirt from our hands

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released February 3, 2017

Written, recorded, arranged, mixed, and mastered by Aaron Robeson

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Nosebora is an independent pop-punk/emo-rock project from the artist Aaron Robeson.

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